Hmm forget to mention I added a poll on my site. Hey guys feel free to vote! I was thinking that this will make the site more fun and less boring.. Haha..

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Watched some Slam Dunk vcds and played diablo just now.. it's time to take a break..

Hmmm.. bro fell asleep on my bed with a gauze in his mouth.. Guess what? He's gonna wear braces soon. He has taken out four of his precious teeth already. Haha.. and he keeps telling me the blood wouldn't stop. Last time he was laughing at me and now, it's my turn.. *Smirks* Finally he will experience the pain and suffering I went through.. lol.. (Good luck for this One-An-A-Half-Year, bro) =X Eventually I guess it's worth it coz you will get a nice set of teeth...

WEeeeeeeeeEeeee....

Nothing fascinating happened today.. well.. I should say yesterday coz it's already coming to 1am. Yep.. just started playing DiabloII again. Logged on to battlenet and played with Bixia.. It certainly did pass my time..

Later in the afternoon, LieYang Kor is going to pass me some VCDs to watch.. haha.. Thanks~ For that I shall give him some chocolates.. On second thought, he is always bullying and teasing me.. I wonder why he is so good all of a sudden. Lol.. just kidding~ =P But that's really nice of him to come all the way here. That should keep be occupied for a little while..

Hmm.. yeah that's about it.. I guess I will be sleeping soon.. *Yawns*

Yesterday I slept about 4.30am.. all someone's fault.. =X Feeling a little tired but I do not want to waste the day by sleeping.

Nothing much to do today.. boring! Just chatting with some friends now.. How I wish I could go out.. Hope to recover as quickly as possible. But frankly, when I just look back at the days when I went though the 2 operations, it was terrible. 4th February and 17th March are the days I will not forget. Hmm actually not the days itself but after a few days after the op. That's when the pain comes. Got these bruises that make my leg ache and it was hurting really badly. The 2nd op was worse and more miserable.. I stayed at the hospital for 5 days and it was really boring and I couldn't get a good night's rest because of lots of disturbances. When I was finally home, I thought I could have a good rest. I was wrong. I had many sleepless nights because the pain and ache was killing me. I often get frustrated and lose my temper easily.. I kept asking why all these must happen to me. I really hate those days... However, there are so many people that are far worse than me.. so that kept me going.. I had to bear with the pain and learn to be strong..

I am glad it is over. Now I just pray to recover soon...

HaIzzz... today is.. pek cek day~!

I went for physio today then later went home for lunch.. After that I set off again to AMK for a medical examination, as required by the polytechnic. Yeap.. so I reached my destination and went to the 2nd lvl of the block and queued..

Seriously, the queue was very long and I am not a person that likes to wait. The queue wasn't even moving at all. My dad was waiting in the car so i sms him that we should go to the other outlet at Hougang Mall instead. He agreed, and when we reached there, the nurse told me that they are not seeing anymore poly students because they have reached the limit of 60 people.. That is absolutely unreasonable.. it was just a wasted trip there.. -.-

I was deciding whether to go back to AMK again or maybe go back tomorrow. However my dad would not be free tomorrow so we headed back... So went up the stairs again.. only to take a pathetic queue number and was asked to go downstairs to take the X-Ray first. That means, I had to queue again. z.Z It was sickening.. Finally when the X-Ray was done, I went up to the 2nd story again for the medical exam. Gave the form to the person in-charge but to my dismay, I needed my I/C which i didn't bring!! The person still told me "Sorry, people without identification are not entertained." It really made me more irritated.. I was thinking that perhaps it was another wasted trip.. but fortunately she said she can take my father's I/C for verification. Phew.. lucky my dad brought me there. Anyway, we were told we still needed to wait for another hour so here I am, at home, waiting to go back again. -.-

Sigh.. i already walked up and down of the stairs so many times.. Leg is really going to break soon. Have to go up the stairs really slowly. There's still a limit to where I can bend.. got to use my left leg to support.. The students there were also looking at my wound. Can't help it.. zzzz..

Yeap.. got to go back to amk again.. -.-

Kinda sense some things are bothering my bro... These 2 days he feels down and unhappy. I always thought my bro was a very strong person but I guess people have their rough times.

Well, I always respect my bro for who he is. Time and time again he has been encouraging me and giving me valuable advice when I am feeling depress. I see him as an ambitious person... a go-getter. Seeing him so busy, he hardly gets enough sleep. He has to go to school, run his business, go for competitions and so on...

I feel so helpless, just seeing him so sad today... Hey bro, cheer up ok? Try to sort things out and manage your time well... you are still the best bro in the world.. =) Take a look at the "Don't Quit" poem~

Anyway, called Pei Zi a while ago. It's been quite long since I last talked to her. We have been always arranging a time to call each other but it is only until today that we managed to have a good chat. We had some good laughs together.. hehe~ Hope to meet up with her someday coz she's quite busy..

*Yawns* I am feeling sleepy.. I just came back with my Mum.. We went for a haircut together, bought some fruits and I went to photocopy some stuffs.

Haha.. guess what? I tried something different with my hairstyle. I wanted a change.. a new look.. so I decided to cut... ... short fringe~ At first it kinda look weird because after so many years I didn't change my hairstyle and I was not quite used to it. But after a while, it was ok to me~ Now feel so much lighter and I don't feel that hot anymore. =D Well... u never know unless u try...

I went to the letterbox to see whether NYP sent the enrolment package. It was the last day to receive it or I have to call up the school. Yeap, I did receive it. The weather was so hot when I was outside.. I was frowning because of the glare. Now a sudden change of weather.. lightning.. thunder.. raining cats and dogs.. It didn't rain yesterday and phew finally...

I am staring at all the forms right now.. so many stuffs to fill up. -.- Lazy to read the guide too but if I don't, I am sure to fill things up wrongly.. Zzzz... Oh well.. filling forms time...

I had 3 strange dreams last night. One was about me being a superhero trying to stop a bad guy. The other was about the decision on my Poly course and I kept thinking whether I made the right choice. The last one was about playing super soaker with my brother and cousins. So so so weird coz they are not connected at all! Kind of stupid too... Dreams are really a funny thing...

Chatted with Jacqueline yesterday on msn and today is her last day of stress. Congrats.. but she is complaining about being bored during her free days. Don't know what she wants =X Still curious about her "surprise" she has been talking about... Haha.. *Excited*!!! Tell me.............!

Hmm.. nowadays the weather has been super hot and humid and looks like it is going to rain now.. Yes.. Hope it really rains and it is not just some passing clouds.. That will kill the heat for the moment... Bring in the rain and the breeeeeeze.......

I opened the gate and stepped out a little. The slience was deafening. The street lamps were giving out the dim orangy light.. The crickets hiding in the grass patches were calling out strangely. The cold wind blew gently on my face and I saw stray cats lazing around below the cars. It was so quiet and eerie...

Not a soul at sight.. this is the silence of the night.

Today seems like a tiring day for me. I would say I slept very late last night and I thought I could wake up slightly later. Who knows, the phone rang at about 9.30am and it was dad saying that i have rehab. today. Haha.. so reluntantly i got out of bed and change and waited for my dad to come home and off we went to NUH for another session of physio.

One thing I hate is crutching all the way in to the rehab centre. It is such a long way in and I have to stop and rest a couple of times before I reach my destination. Today wasn't too bad.. didn't stop like 5-6 times like the very first time. I guess my hands are getting stronger.. =X Well I didn't sit on the wheelchair already coz it's not as if I can't walk. One thing didn't change is that there were still stares and glares coming from people. -.- Haha but that's natural...

The therapist for today is Benjamin. He's quite a funny person although sometimes he is quite lame. So I did my usual exercises and after an hour I was done. He said that i was making "slow progress" but it was not bad already.. can bend about 70 degrees~ However my leg is not totally straight yet when I am lifting it up. Hmm.. I better do more exercises at home because the other therapist is more strict.. she will always say "not much improvement", "how can?!" and "still the same"! Blah blah blah...

Later on, we left NUH. My dad went to do some stuffs before we head for lunch. We went to Lentor Garden at Grassroot's Club. I had the set lunch - Nasi Bryani. Later my bro joined us coz obviously he wanted a lift home. His poly is just next to the club.

Ocassionally I was yawning quite alot and feeling sleepy. The minute I was home, I went straight to the room and went to my cosy bed. When I awoke, it was about 5+ and my eyelids were still heavy. Suddenly the doorbell rang and it was Mr Postman. I thought it was a registered mail or something so I crutch all the way down but it ended up that my friend didn't put a stamp on the letter and I had to pay $1.20. -.-! Lol.. sickening.. and I got to crutch all the way up to get money and down again. I did not have small change so I took $5 from my dad and gave it to him. When I pass him the money he said nvm nvm.. I was like ahh..ok..err..thanks. He left. What the hell.. make me crutch up and down then he said nvm.. Grrrrr... but that was nice of him. Hope it was out of good intention and not because he was lazy to find change or maybe because he was fed up of waiting. Zzzzzz.... z.Z

Phew.. spent so many days working on my blog! This is driving me insane! But finally, everything is almost done up. I really want to say thank u to Gaga for the help and suggestions. Sorry for the trouble! Hehe.. now i feeling a little blur and tired now.. I guess I will continue again later in the day.. now it's 2.42am.. wow wow~ Now I realise that doing up a webpage can spend so much of your time. Okie.. off to bed now..

GRrr

Went for dinner at Sushi Tei and now I am starting on my blog again. It's really frustrating because I don't have the slightest clue why the page always turn black. I tried so many ways to change it but it is still the same. Argh...